Vivid Dreams
Merry Christmas all! It’s difficult to write over here very often. Partly because there’s not much going on, and partly because it reminds me that there’s not much going on. I honestly just sat here for about 5 minutes wondering what I could say, and I don’t have much.
Only this…last night we were having dinner with some friends and somehow the conversation turned to having kids. Of course anytime that comes up, I always end up rehashing the story because someone hasn’t heard it before. That’s not so bad – I’ve conditioned myself to talk about it ad nauseum without so much as flinching. The sucky part is that when I woke up this morning, I’d had the most vivid pregnancy dream ever. There was a point in the dream that I actually remember looking down at my pregnant belly and seeing the outline of a tiny foot pressing against me. I even had the baby in the dream (but for some reason I couldn’t tell what sex it was). It really sucks to wake up from a dream like that, only to realize that it wasn’t real. I tried to push it out of my mind. I didn’t even say anything about it to Jay – of course it made it easy not to because we forgot to turn on the alarm and ended up waking up at 9:00, so rushing was in order.
Anyway, I’ll keep chugging away even if it takes way longer than I want it to. I’ll update as things happen, of course. I hope everyone has a wonderful Christmas & you get everything you ever wanted!
God Bless,
~Brooke~
